And How Did That Make You Feel...

I had high hopes that this week would start off differently than the last. I would be asleep now, getting my 3rd or 4th hour of sleep and wake up in a few hours anxious to get the week rolling. Not there I see. Instead I am just wrapping up an attempt at my psychopathology paper and will probably wake up in a few hours sour and irritated. DAMN! Maybe next week! I did get quite a bit done this weekend though and that is reason to smile. Back to the paper... The more I write this thing, the more my thoughts and perceptions change and the more lost I become. I think I have changed directions about 3 times. I probably could have been done if I would have picked my position and stuck to it. Not that easy!! Mental health is entirely too complex for me to be trying to pull it apart. I'm a hard science kind of girl. Give me some proof. There are too many unanswered questions in mental health. I realized after saying that I'm a hard-science-kind-of-girl, that many believe medicine isn't that concrete either. There is a enough proof of things to diagnose most problems in plain ole' medicine. That is just not the case with mental disorders. While I find it all very intriguing; I highly doubt you will find me on a couch trying to diagnose these type of illnesses, asking questions like, "and how does that make you feel?". Too complex for me!!! At any rate, I really don't know where my paper is going but I have to figure it out, clean it up and made it BADD before 8:30 am Tuesday. I have to do this and still keep up with everything else too. Ooooo... the stress!!! Not really... just the sleep deprivation. Going now... goodnight or should I say good morning?